Friday, June 29, 2007

alright. quick update.!

one week of prelims, down. with five papers completed.

two more application papers for next week.
then camp with dear floorballers.! looking forward.
anddd. finally, adivs is here.! for elevennn days. herr*

ouwh. fixtures are out.! had butterflies in my stomach. but i guess being busy keeps the butterflies hibernating. ahahh.

econs was, flowing with thoughts. though once again, was succumbed to the constraints of time. thoughts were not penned, thus i declare. the screwing up of essay.! tsk.

bio was OMG. i hate myself for not completing it. again, time factor. it was soooooo easy, i will not forgive myself if i do not produce results. even dreamt re-doing the easy paper that very evening.! tsk.

chem was, ahah. i wont hate myself if i do not get results. considering how minimum the effort was. then again, sucha waste.
Paper 2 was relatively easy. but Paper 1 was filled with 'mini-my-nee-mini-more's. tsk.

math was, ahahaa. was tempted to drop the subject for prelims by my peers influence. considering the opportunity cost of trying to revise math before math+chem papers, i really did forgo paper 1. tsk.
there wasnt much for me to write, my head went blanked after evry qns. the longgg 3hrs was dreadfully cold.
BUT. by my parent's influence, i did put in effort for paper 2. thought the paper was okay, definitely much more to write this time. little blank-head moments. so that's good.

the longgg 3 hrs was still dreadfully cold.

which reminds me. we finally got our class jacket.! turned out to be a pullover, and slightly below expectations given the cost. but still, in the name of class spirit.! wee. =))

LT3 benches are currently my fav mugging area in sch. with dear lala and aixin being permanent residents, while sofy, kimkee, and suqin visits on occasions. relatively productive, i must say. though home is still top on my list. hee.

exam periods are really unhealthy. i havent been running or what nots. on top of that, there's a plethora of food at home. ouwhh, the temptations. nyahahaa.*

and yeah.! the sunday before econs paper, i turned out being a hair stylist. ahah.! chopped of my dearest-most-beloved mum's hair, considerably presentable i guess. but aimah's fringe, OMG.! nyahahahaaa. kay, shant elaborate. but they're both very appreciative, free service what.! ahahh.

been catching up with june-break-lost friends too. shant say i missed them, but things are looking brighter for everyone ey. tats comforting to know. ahah.

lala's making me consider my after-A's plans. realised i havent thought much abt it. tskk. many options now, but those can wait till realiiii after-A's. ahah. she really makes me thinkkk, a darling fren of mine.

still, i'd say my parents are my best confidante, everrr.
nyahahaa.

with people like them around,
there's really much to appreciate about life.
despite all the EXAMS. ahahh.


my life's prettyyyy,

*Munirah Bte Md Sani (07) 0611D

ps: still in exam mode, i've written the above a countless time pls. nyahahaa.

Saturday, June 23, 2007

* muni loves mum.! *

danggg. this is belated. ouwh well.!

refer to my entry dated 17 June eyy. hoho.



here's a pic of the apple pie that we baked.! yeah, i noe the font looked childish. but there really wasnt much options for deco. least it tasted scrumptious.? nyahahaa.

and heyy. it's the thought that counts.!


I LOVE DAD.! =))

ouwh.! we actually baked threeee apple pies . ahah.! the first was normal, no deco. 2nd was Father's Day.










3rd was a mini one, tribute to mum and dad. it'll make more sense if you know my parent's name. ahah.!

here it is.! nyahahaa.



and ouwh.! i just felt the urge to snap this pic, and post it.! its a section of the gift note that my youngest brother made for darling dad, plus a Mars bar. hilarious, i was laughing my butts off.! kids say the darnest thing, but he's already nine please.! nyahahaa.









"i wish you will never meninggal."
nyahahahahahahaa.



tuesday. was home bound. love my family, much.! weets. =))

wednesday. morning trg.! i just realised, it's probly the lassst trg me/yuni would have to conduct. kannn.? aww* shud have treasured the moments.! ahahh. ouwh, MsL made us do PT after all the drills/match. nyahahaa.~

had a date with aimah after trg. so.! i made her come for trg with me, in my PE tee.! that slenger bacin actually willingly obliged. ahh, my lil sister is so innocent. nyahahaa.

was too lazy/tired to go far-far. so eventually just shopped at my playgrounds. cwpt, sunplaza, yishun's pasar malam.! nyaah. got what we needed for thursday, impulsively.

i've a confession. aimah spent all the money dad gave us. nyahahaa. uhuhh*

had lotsa short naps afterwards. yada yadaa. waited for mum to sleep, while aimah cleared the kitchen. and at 2am, we become bakers.!

ouwh.! like the fairytale, 'the elves and the shoemaker'.! nyahahaa.

cake was ready in the fridge when mum woke up in the morning.! surpriseee.! wee.

yerps. baked a cake for dearest-most-beloved mum's bday.! its on the 21st. was suppose to be a surprise, but im sure she anticipated it already. that's why she slept IN her bedroom instead of outside. we're just so predictable. nyahahaa.





i love this part of the cake.! aimah's idea. can you tell.? its a happy-happy marshmellow family.! mum + dad + 5 lil kids [abgDir, me, aimah, musa, harun lined up.!] AHAHAA.


niways.! the whole baking was a success.! the cake was pretty [yes, im proud of this art], and thank god it tasted pretty too. since it was all gone in 24hrs and dad asked to bake another. ahah.!





kay, that's my elated face with the pretty final product. look at the cake lahhh. pardon the stoink face, it was already 4am please.! nyahahaa.

anyway.! left a note in the fridge too, funnyyy. aimah/me slept at 6am [cos we waited for subuh] and thus, i woke up at noon. mum was cooking in the kitchen, and i went all hype with 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY makkk.!'

she called me over, dig stg in her purse, and with a sajer2 face, gave me 50 cents.! it would make more sense if you know what i wrote in the note. nyahahahahaa. i was laughing so hard, i dropped to the floor, literally. ahh* mum is veryyy appreciative. i so love that lady please. nyahahahaa.

we had some family gathering at Costa Sands resort in the late evening, that's why mum was cooking alot. i helped out, cut all the roti boyan, and made doughnuts.! woohoo. so that's basically how i spent my day. in the kitchen with mum.! loves* ahah.

chalet outing was happy, happy. all the mini-mini cousins were there. ate a lot, obvious rite.? ahah.! reached home at 1+am, did econs assignment, dozed off along the way. tucked into bed properly at 3+am. overslept, woke up at 7.10am when trg starts at 8am on Friday.! nyahahaa. darling brother drove me to sch, so i wasnt late, hee.! left trg halfway for Econs at 9am, grrr. but it was okay uhh, revised a lot. blissful consultation, all tucked in a lib room. ahahh.

niways.! back to thurs. celebrated when dad got home from work. weets.! the rudimentary of a bday celebration uhh, shant elaborate. but it was all pretty. hee. ouwh.! now i tink 42 is a pretty number.! nyahahaa.




for 21st June '07.
to my dearest-most-beloved mother,
Happy Birthday Mak darlinggg.!
u're simply the bestest. muaaahs.!

I LOVE MUM.! =))

a million pink flower marshmellows.! <3





family equates love. muni loves family.! family like marshmellows.! marshmellows are pretty. pretty is family. family is life, life is pretty.! nyahahahaa.



okay. bottom line.

I LOVE MY LIFE.
plus the family.
inclusive of mum and dad.
not forgetting the irritating siblings.
and the darling friends,
inclusive of dear floorballers.





syukur alhamdulillah. =))






happy-happy mummy's girl,
*yahhh.! <3

Friday, June 22, 2007

* muni loves IJ Floorballers.! *

hola.!


ouwh god* its already week FOUR of the hols.! alright, here's a confession.


i have not been mugging [and i really mean NOT] for the prelims, and im not the slightest bit agitated by that disturbing fact. prelims 1 is a goner for me. tskkk.


on a prettier note. week four has been, pretty hectic.? associated with enjoying myself, that is. hoho.


MONDAY. had fb trg at Kallang's Valhall.! trained to dhoby with fadh. met up with the darling team mates at Plaza Spura. was a tweeny bit pass 2pm, so almost everyone was already there waiting. you noe, my girls are gorgeous.! nyahahaa.


i had this gush of feeling proud, walking with the whole group of ladies in purple with sticks. i've missed them, somehow.

ouwh.! we all wore our new jerseys for the first time. look at my number.! TWENTY-TWO. wee.!
ouwh ouwhh.! i tink purple can be my new favourite colour wen im done with pink, its pretty.! nyahahaa.

and.! bumped into Aye with her stick, weets.! and she greeted me with ' eyy bastard!'
[ps to aye: pak cik sani will be reading this. AHAHAA.]



kay, back to trg. urghh.! was still recovering, i felt dead unfit pls. was breathless merely frm the hour girls trg. dennn, another hour for friendly with guy's team. had dizzy spells every time my line breaks, i was literally stoning beside injured dear MsVcapt. lost sense of the match. tsktsk.

even coach said i looked 'out of sorts'. herrr*

pissed with myself, though proud of my linemates. match was bleargh cos i personally wasnt on top form. but coach said the girls team did great despite being trashed, so kudos to my girls ey.! love yall still.! <33

yada yadaa. dinner at KFC with darling fbmates, some left. space constraints, so split tables. i was awed by the free-flow of drinks.! and i felt so sinned while eating. had great laughs though, greaaat.! nyahahaa.

bus to city hall mrt, trained to yishun. bus ride was utterly crappy. the guys team is a fun bunch, veryy entertaining. learnt a new term, mrt-ing to marina and back is called 'bouncing'.! ahahh. train ride was crappy too, love those girls.! journey home was veryy pleasant. =))

reached home at 9+. yada yada, online and crapped with fballers plus coach. our coach is ouwh-so-nice.! okay, he's in my bestfriend list now. ahahh. so you see. monday was a fb-filled day. i love my floorballers ouwh-so-much.! nyahahaa.

this whole entry is fb-filled too. i shall continue abt none-fb stuffs in a new entry. AHAH.

ouwh. i suddenly miss those days with our floorball seniors. herrr*


fb-love all over again,
*MUNIrahhh. <33

Sunday, June 17, 2007

* muni loves dad.! *

ouwh god*

the pass one week had been atrocious. my body temperature ranging from 38.4'C to 39.3'C pretty much confined me to the boundaries of my room. or rather, my bed.

i cant rmb the last time i got terminally ill, but this round was really-really-really bad.

ouwh. i loss 3kg in 5 days by just sleeping. muahahaa.

lesson learnt. i will never-ever-everrr not sleep for 31hrs straight, ever again.

my world was literally turning, towel dipped in ice water was my faithful night companion for a week. my fingers turned purple twice a day from cold showers. and my lips had its natural red glow from feeling heaty inside. ouwh, my face turned flawless for being washed every 30mins to keep cold. not bad eyy.?

baddd. i missed two trg sessions for being too weak physically. pathetic, for a captain. tskkk.

in any case. i came down on weds, guilty conscious. plus. we've got out purple puma jerseys.! yayys. friday was bedridden, so dun ask. herrr*

anddd now. im up and functioning.! mum has taken over my place as the sick lady of the house. i shall be strong now.! nyahahaa.

ouwh ouwhhh.! today's FATHER'S DAY. anddd. [thank god i'm well already.] baked Apple Pie for dearest daddy.! mum gave the idea and recipe. aimah bought the stuffs and peeled the apples. i baked.! scrumptious.! nyahahaa.

[okay, puji diri sendiri. uncalled for. but seriously, it turned out pretty. nyahahaa.]

to dearest-most-beloved dad, happy father's day.! you know i love you, ouwh-so-much. =))
i tink my dad's the best, the best for me and my family. wee hee.!

alright. tmr's trg with the guys team at Kallang. looking forward to it. hoho. so off i go. probly get some stuffs done first, before bed calls.

ouwh, you noe. im progressing awfully slow for Prelim's revisions. i seem to forget it's less than a week away. ouwh, no. i rmb. tskkk.

ahh cheers, life is pretty.! hee.

i love my parents,
a dozen green apples in a pie.!

for the parents i've been blessed with,
syukur alhamdulillah. =))


blessed and thankful,
*MUNIrahhh.! <3

Friday, June 08, 2007

* gist of it.! *



week two has been merciful.



i've had a tinge of what holiday means. and its pretty.! hee.



have nothing much to complain, loves.*

i was to update about Friday's Science Centre trip for PCR workshop. BUT. i realised i have not slept for the pass 30.5hours. so, here's a quick gist of it eyy. i'll sure be back for further updates. especially about Wednesday's dinner with Cgmates at LJS Vivo City. hee.! =))


*first pic of the day, after a pretty breakfast.! mirror reflection in the ladies, ahahh. daily dozes of morning perks, LALA's my sunshine.! weehee.!


*digression through the process of PCR and electrophorosis. micropipetting is one exciting activity.! note our white lab coats.! i feel so professional/sophisticated.! nyahahaa.! love that lab partner of mine.! weets. =))








*aspired biologists in action.! alright, minus the stoning eyes. working through the day after a solid night shift is retarding, indeed. nyahahaa.! lab work aint that bad eyyy.? hmms.





*upon dismissal, us with the ones who educated us today. see the pure joy on our ultra-elated faces.! satisfied students. one final, thanky youuu.! weehee.


*as we bid farewell to our pretty-pretty lab at the entrance, one last pose for the camera.! yeahh man, everything's GOOD.! nyahahaa.*


aights. till we meet again, was definitely a trip to remember. worth all the while. weets.! love yall involved.! ahahh.

ELATED lady in white lab coat,
*MUNIrahhh.! <33

Thursday, May 31, 2007

* June Breakkk.! *

hoho.!

i have the sudden urge to update. so here it is.! nyahahaa.


monday.! schooool in the morning. half-stoning in chem revision lect, eukaryotic regulation 'quiz' in bio. dun ask, mixed feeling abt it. ahah. was coughing harddd, so home straight after.
impromptu evening; sent lil kentots to aunt's house for hols sleep-over.!

ahh* home was at peace.! wee hee.

tuesday. school again, later morning, dragged till later afternoon. 90% absorbing in econs revision lecture, 100% brain activity in extended bio tutorial.
i was made into a confused kid, yet again. ahah. overall, elucidating. =))
after, got dragged by lala to circle TF at SunP. i was aimless, and impromtu yet again. still, pretty trip with darling lala.!

weds. earlyyy morning. econs, mind/body fully in lecture.! herrr* im afraid of HIM. even stayed up till 2am prior to mass tutorial just to redo DRQ, and he dint even checkkk. nyahahaa.*
math revisions with sofy, while waiting for lala. [we're taking diff H1s, you see.] anddd, dear cgmates gave us free tics for IJC+MI's band concert,

'Evening of Enchantment."
[ps: there's two spelling error on the tics.! ahah.!]

sooo. after much contemplation, decided to go.! was a longgg wait, abt 10+ till 6pm pls.! impromptu, yet again.
lunched at Macs, tidbits at ValueShop, math Stats revisions at IJ's library, anddd prayers at 5th floor.? there was much digression, but the study grp was progressive. =))

entered the hall 15mins early.! being kiasu ppl of 11D, plus was kicked out frm the closing library~ ahahh. so, got to choose our seats, 2nd row was ours pls.! nyahahaa*
overall, pretty concert. though certain thingys cud have been improved. hoho.

did you know much salivary amylase was wasted on the school's stage.?? ahah.!
priviledge of upfront seats eyy. and MrA highlighted the band's off-keys during the intermission, funnyyy. i felt so crappy pls.~
anddd, MrVP [was with his daughter.!] is a very veryyy nice man. =))

met yuni/farah/shuxin/rachel after the concert.! ahh* gladdd to see them again.! weets.

dad fetched me [with lala n sofy] thereafter. sent them home; super crappy journey, nyahahaa.
dennn. fetched the two lil kentots frm Tampiness. ahh* some things just neverrr change. i havent even begin missing them.! nyahahaa.

thursday, today.! public holiday frm Vesak Day.! HSBC Tree-Top Walk with dearest-most-beloved familyyy.! morninggg, hoho. got insights frm yuni the night before, of what to expect. her parents actually brought her there already.!

ahh* great parents think alike. wee hee. =))

i actually hoped it would raiiin, she made 20km sound uber dreadful.! nyahahaa. BUT. since dad's an Npark officials, we actually got access to the inside roads.! the supposedly 20km got truncated to a measly 3.6km walkkk.! nyahahaa*

prettyyy trip. got lotsa pics; my hp memory was full.! gd thing there's my abg's hp too.! ahah. no fats burning for me, but my family got really worn off frm all the steeps/stairs/slopes. nyahahaa.~ nice nicee.

anddd. i LUV the view frm tree-tops.! wee hee.!

breakfast/lunch at Shibly's right after. prata.!! so much for 'burning calories'.! ahah.! felt lethargic thenn, so home sweet home.! OUWH. i got to pluck pucuk ubi too.! never felt excited over THAT before. nyahahaa.!

so yes, overall. pretty, pretty trip.! love the FAMILY. =)))

ouwh. today was full digression. watched 3 movies on Channel5 straight.! hoho.
A simple twist of fate, Shallow Hal, 50 First Date [i luvvv this.!]

anddd.! mum was so drained, dad made aimah/me took over today's cooking.! without considering possibilities of food poisoning, i must must must applaud us. cos the sambal prawns and stg-stg turned out considerably nice.? nyahahaa.!

still. darling mum remains the top cook of the house eyy. irreplaceable.! hearts*

alright, utterly drained now. plus, school again tmr.! ahh* told ya its not a holiday.~ but no fretting.! gg to sch reminds me of Prelims, and thus, the NEED to REVISE.

of which.! have been progressing at a very veryyy disturbing rate. muahahaa*

today. muni loves FAMILY.
and darlings, still.

Life is Pretty, pretty. =))


a simple twist of fate,
*MUNIRAH. <33

Sunday, May 27, 2007

* 10 weeks gone. *

ouwh gosh*

my previous entry was posted three weeks ago.! ahah. i shall attribute this to the lagging nature of my desktop pc. herrr*

my three weeks have been, pretty.? then again, life's always pretty around here. ahah. so what happened three weeks ago.?

monday. bio mock spa, wastage of papers. frisbee for PE.! =))

tuesday. ended early, so called aimah up.! shopping for musa/harun/mum's gift. with lala, kaypo.! funnn. hee.

wednesday. talk on principles of governance, by someone big. very insightful i must say, zero temptation to doze of.! ahah. plus, captain candidates took over J1's trg under teacher i/cs surveillance. tough choice, hoho. still. love them all.! =))

thursday. last chem spa in IJ.! picture frenzy mode with lala was onz.! trip to semb for weighing scale with lala, onz.! nyahahaa. tat gorgeous lady.

friday. busy day, i rmb. but of what, im not sure. coach dint come, cant rmb why. teacher i/cs werent around neither, cant rmb why. so trg was purely on our own. sticks supplier came, yada yadaa. love fb, as always. =))

weekends, mother's dayyy.! weehee. mini-mini celebration. dint manage to bake any cakes this year, sorryyy. nonetheless, the day remains gorgeous. muni loves mum, truly madly deeply.! hee.

and ouwh. received updates frm aye bout how her coach[supplier] was impressed by us. ahah.! allow me a moment to busk in the limelight, with yuni uh. okay, done. nyahahaa.

so you see. three weeks ago was gorgeous. lesser emphasis on academics, dangg* ahah. alright, let me recall what two weeks ago had.

monday. last bio spa in IJ.! muahahaa* did our hot favourite potatoes experiment. plusss, picture frenzy with lala yet again.! hee. went for last-min three-quarter-reluctant replacement for 800m Sports Day Heats this monday, i tink. pretty experience, neverrr had i sprint for 800m. ahah.!

tuesday. urgh* super idiotic day. got utterly drenched while on my way to sch for morning run. that part was fun. BUT. oblivious, discovered my idiotically ex GC DEAD during math tutorial later on. i was soo darnn depressed/pissed/annoyed/disgusted/horrified/despondent, that i switched off thruout the day. herrrrr* even had econs test.! tskkk.

ouwh. lala was sucha darling trying to comfort me, though efforts were futile eh.? sorry dehh.

wednesday. still felt sucky abt GC. not in proper mood for sch. but ouwh well.! even had bio spa please.! wasted papers again. tsk. trg was prep for Monday's friendly. felt reassured seeing how the lines played. weehee. =) Adivs talk with dear MsL. felt the jitters. rush afterwards to student lounge. CG phototaking.! alright, pretty event to round up the initially depressing day.

last yr's informal was thickkk books frm library. this yr's was yellow rubber duckies.! weehee.! and again, proud to announce. was my idea, againnn.! ahah* 11D is soo Onz, love them all.! =))

also. was MUSA's bday.! my darlinggg brother turned elevennn. ahh, pretty number. mum's cake was, woo gorgeous. musaaa, i love love love you darlinggg.! nyahahaa.

thursday was. herrr* short.? ouwh.! i cant rmb much abt thurs. hmms.

fridayyy. OMG. Gp Prelim papers were nyahahaa. okay, no comments. yada yadaa. lunch with 11D mates. early fb trg, with kaypochi soccer/basketball/fball guys. my gerls were late.~ yada yadaa, fb trg was disorganized. nothing planned, was purely touch ups on personal skills. hoho.

thenn. SPORTS DAY.! wee hee. cheered a while, yada yadaa. fox river four with lala, yuni, naz darlings.! TAURUS was champion house, again. except this time i dint feel as patriotic. baddd experience with the pple-in-charge ey.? hoho. niways, still. go taurus.! =)

thennnn. headed to peninsular with Lala darling. whyy.? to check the GC supplier shop, i was still ouwh-so-urghhh. trip was apparently futile since nothing pretty was offered for the death of my ex-beloved GC. herr* wen wandering around City Hall afterwards, mood was still drenched. but lala alwayyys somehow manage to make my day.! love that gorgeous lady.! wee. =))

okay. end WEEK 9. the whole week wud have been pretty if not for my idiotic GC accident. rain was my lover, and now im on rebound. herrr*



WEEK 10 was lethargic.!! i was realiii dreading the mornings waking up. still.! many pretty moments.! woo.

MONDAY. ahhh* i hate hate hate frisbee now. was forced to play under the super hot sun at 2.40pm, despite telling her i'd be having frenlies laterrr.! what's more idiotic, my gorgeous team was already leading 15-4, and she still wont end it.! ahhhh* tired tireddd. i was cursing all along, despite my major contributions to the 15 goals.! was so obsolete.! burnt ducks.!! muahahaa.

got acquainted with fellow muslimahs in sch for zohor/asar prayers. ahah* weird how that was my first encounter, den i've done my prayers there countless times before. ouwh well. all nice2 people yeahh. =))

met up with coach and called up the gerls to the grandstand. excitinggg. nyahahaa. i was with this normal cramped face of mine wen certain admins got stuck. Caleb [fb guys capt] came by [with his cramped face too.] and called us to report. and funnyy.

"dont look so stress uh, only frenly."
"im not stressed.! ur face look cramp.!"
"den how to look.?" *makes un-cramped idiotic caleb face*

nyahahaa. my guy's capt is awesome. i learnt how gorgeous he is as a capt from the whole series of event that we had to work with together the pass week. in fact, i feel inferior at times seeing how greaaat he plays and leads the team. but he's veryyy comforting, mix of ego and humble. ahah.! nene, i take back my words. he's a nice guy kayyy. nyahahaa.

i'll learn from him as captain.! hoho.


okay, back to friendly. vs NJC at NTU sports hall.
i screwed up my first period as defender. conceded a weakkk grounder shot.! blearghhh. really felt sucky as a captain then. i know coach was disappointed, but i was realiiii lethargic frm being burnt earlier on. leading 2-1 after first period.
picked myself up for 2nd period. my line's attacks left hollow areas, and i was just too tempted to fill up. fed many-many open shots to centre, but all failed to score. ouwh well* compromised on defence, and so conceded another. pissed* urghh. trailing 3-2 after 2nd period.
now, im super agitated. hyped the gerls up, and im upp.! 3rd period. change linemates. full defence, my J1 defend line-mate surpassed expectation. felt save with her covering my back. at the same time, supported attacks. finally a score frm my countless feedings. ahh* im just as proud of my other lines. kept the defence tight, and scored two others, by defenders.! uhhuh.

so, at the end of period 3. WE WON 5-3, cool siaa.! nyahahaa. first match as captain since coach came, and victory was ours.! woohoo. im ouwh-so-proud of the girls. atmosphere was hyped. coach told us to suck the victory while it last, herrr* i have a feeling he wasnt that pleased, but ahh* im too in love with my gerls. hard fight. i lost track of the manyyyy fouls we got for pushings. ahah.! our version of 'pressure.!' is brutal eyy. old-coach teachings. ahahh.

kudos to scorers - dee, natria, iris, sha2. well done to goalie, sya1. and WooHoo to my other ten players, particularly my dearest Vcapt, yuni. was a well earned team effort. im proud of IJ fballers. =))

ouwh wait.! have to highlight this too. GUYS team played afterwards. missed half of it, since coach debrief us outside. BUT. WE WON 8-2.!! bully uh guys, tsk tsk. nyahahaaa. okay, not bragging. just excited. Caleb sure led his team well, im proud of him, and his team.!

IJ WOOSH.!! =))

dearest dad sent yuni, dee, fadh home afterwards. ahh* the journey home was happy. im fully elated. =)))

tuesday was tireddd. my dead GC's one week anniversary. herrr* yes, im still brooding over it. tskk. apart from 'i love fballers' mood, the day went by normally. ended early, so walked home with my dearesttt ms vcapt.! love love yunii. <3 met up with aimah for last min top-up to harun's bday gifts.! ahah. pretty trip, love love aimahh. <3 home. celebrateee.! ahh* happy bday harunnn.!! lil brother turned NINE. i love love you babyyy.! cake was yet another pretty creation by gorgeous mum.! ahah. i was dead tired, but still. family love is in the airrr.! weehee. wednesday.! Fb admins meeting with Teacher I/Cs, Yuni and Caleb. yada yadaa. all settled. fb trg was exclusively J2s, since J1s were involved with SurPass workshop. hoho. they were too hyper, i guess. ended off with PT. which was, extremely weird and funnn. kudos to MsL's Crane and Crow proposal. nyahahaa. i was more tired frm laughing than the PT itself. ahah.! Investiture rehearsal afterwards.! Cien and Aza came, which made me feel ouwh-so-bad cos only one was required to come, but i dint noe who since tchers told both to come. herrr* and honestly, im proud of both.! though our real passing down will only take place in july after adivs. hehh. eventually, CiEn represented fb gerls for investiture, and she's ouwh so innocently sweet. you know. fb only had one badge last yr, and its with caleb. there's 2 this yr, for both guys/gerls teams to be handed over. and you knowww. i was sooo touched, when Cien gave me back HER badge. ahh* she's so soo sweet. n ouwh, eventually, we both got a badge. hee. =)) i love the investiture, makes me feel good being stripped off captaincy. nyahahaa. and boo. caleb made me stand in front. he blatantly exclaimed, "you're shorter than me". nyahahaaa.~ so yeah. tats the highlight for thursday, real Investiture was during combined assembly. with earlyyy lunch.! ahah. and ouwh, met with fb gerls on Thurs morning, regarding the jersey orders and other fb stuffs. love the functioning fb tel chain. ahah. and friday, morning runnn.! last for the term, glad most turned up.! MsL explained the captaincy issues, and i feel sucky. i wonder what they were thinking, but i do noe it sucks to be the temporary party. now, i realiiii hope she realiiii gets it eventually. though last yr's event turned out pretty okay for me/yuni, the uncertainties and false hopes period were urgh* okay, back to happy stuffs. ate lunch at Macs with my darling Fb gerls after sch.! surprised that it did happened, ahah. felt comfortable with fbmates i werent so close with initially. nice nice. i still await the mini team pic.! hee. COLLEGE DAY. ahh* was more blissful then anticipated. prolly cos natria and fadh was with me, reallyy great darlings of fb.! hee. erps abt certain things, but nvm.! i've learnt to be oblivious of such. weets.! love all the dances, even the indian dance.! ahah. afterwards. met up with dearest Lala.! omg, although the make-up was suppose to be hideous, she's still gorgeous.! nyahahaa. again, picture frenzy mode. we neverrr get tired of ourselves ey. ahah* waited fr her to change, while i got certain interesting updates frm 11B. they're funnyyy people. ahah. darling bro fetch us home, but he was late.! so meanwhile. we wandered arnd sch, [taking pics again, ahah.] anddd finally. to waste time, we settled down n eat the leftovers of College Day's receptions at foyer.! pasta, nyahahaa. journey hope was happy, yet again. hee. online-d till late at night with fellow chatters. was darn insightful, ahah* im loving yuni and lala more and moreee each day. nyahahaa. and ouwh. our basketball guys lost in the finals against HCI. but it was definitely worth the fight. we settled with 2nd for adivs, and that's GORGEOUS. well done basketballers, proud of yall.! though prabhu got FOUR FOULS, tsk tsk tsk. nyahahaaa. alright. im done. superrrrr long entry please. took me 2hr+ uhh. nyahahaa. and ouwh. final words. sad emo mode okay. muahahaa*

to whoever this may concern. im sorry. i noe i suck, for i was suppose to be the one on ur side. but i realized i cant any more. u're giving sooo many reasons for sooo many people involved to differentiate you, and i have no grounds to be defensive about it any more.! ahh* hopeless. and what's worst. you, u're doing a wonderful job, persistently giving me reasons to hate you yeah.? i shall not hate, but i shall applaud you for the gorgeous effort put forth. honestly, i gave up on you the day you turned blatantly idiotic. and im fine with it, cos i noe im not at lost. u've always been a liability to me either way. but nowww. i feel sorry for you. why.? cos if that wonderful devil's twin of urs were to abandon you, u're realiiii on ur own. u've lost it all. has it ever occured to you.? ur creating animosity within ur family, friends, fbmates, and evennn me. we're definitely still friends, but i wont be welcoming you back wholeheartedly into my life when that day comes.

then again, let's all hope for that day to never come ey. may you be happy, eternally.
i miss my old ___ ___ _______.

thank god, for i've learnt to let go. =))

least of my problems, eradicated.! alright. prelims, adivs, here i come.! nyahahahaa.
happy HOLIDAYS people.! if you still know the meaning of it. weehee.

i love my life, prettier than ever before. =))
syukur alhamdulillah.


gorgeous, gorgeous life,
*MUNIrahhhh.! <3

Sunday, May 06, 2007

* digressions, hoho.! *

week seven went by like, woahhh*

probably cos Tuesday was a public holiday, so the week felt ouwh-so-short. anddd, a waste.

confession alert.! dint do much academics-oriented stuffs this week, digression yet again. tskkk. but ouwh well, I shall pay up for it next week. like MrsCT always say, oxygen debt.! hoho.

was stuck with aimah for Labour Day. family went for a kampong trip, which left me and aimah homebound. intended to get some sch stuffs done, but apparently not. I shall blame it all on aimah.! *nyahahaa*

ouwh. a lottt of eating and tv-ing here. plus. they bought moreee food from johor. ahh* blissful. im forgetting the importance of a healthy lifestyle. ahah.!

Wed's Service Learning Day at SWAMI home went wayyy better than anticipated. duck performance was crappy, but the funnn of it still lingers. im serious when i said our 11d guys are 24/7 onz. ahah.

got insights to our dear CT's future plans. ouwhh* the wonders of how that lady thinks. lesson learnt; i want children.! nyahahaa*

lunch/dinner at Sunplaza KFC with darling 11d-ians afterwards. atmosphere was sheer hyped, though its sad that some couldnt join us. nonetheless, i love them all. =))

Thurs ended relatively early. so decided to gift-hunt with lala for dearest aixin's bday [belated one that is, paiseyy*]. ouwh god. i love that lady ouwh-so-much please. yet another pretty trip; incessant stomach-aching incidences from all those laughing.

we're just ouwh-sooo-spontaneous uhh. excessive impromptu acts, hearts* nyahahaa.

Friday; my physically draining day.

Friday morning run was sheer delight.! felt good about running, for once.! ahah. floorballers, plus, lala and 11d gang. long story of choco oreos, shant elaborate. i love these people uh. nyahahaa.

ouwh.! socks-matching spirit dint last. but nvm.! we had our share of joy prior to that. ahah.

PE straight after, ahh* insane people. discus-ing with frisbee equates boredom. or maybe im just mean. but seriously, an hour of such, tskk. then again, I ought to be thankful. energy was allowed to be reserved for an even physically-draining evening ey.

yada yadaa. floorball training.! weets. love love* some admin stuffs got urgh-ed, but dear CT came to our rescue. she's niceee.! floorballers, say thanks to my CT for the keys.! ahahh.

home late, yet again. without updates, yet again. purely my fault.! to my dearest parents, sorry for allllll the inconvenience caused. i'll msg my whereabouts everyday after 6.30pm frm now on.! so don't worry.! hee. =))

was utterly filled with languor, that i slept at 10.30pm. that's surprisingly early okay.! ahahh. anddd, woke up un-surprisingly late. shant elaborate; paisey* nyahahaa.

so yes. my Saturdays are as usual, my debt-paying day. of food and rest and leisure. hoho. watched 3 movies altogether.! credits to the vcds/dvds bought from family's johor trip. worth the while I suppose. wee.

and Sunday. back to studies.! herr* perhaps not entirely, but most of it eyy. ahah.

and nowww. I have my lasssst bit of econs to complete. before contemplating whether it's lights out or pursue on with studies.! nyahahaa* yeah rite.

I hope bio practical will be sweet tmr. the last few weeks have been traumatizing. ouwh, that includes econs tutorial.

I reckon I'll develop some kind of phobia against these two subjects in times to come. but let's hope it'll be a late onset. at least well after im done with A's ey.

muni shall persevere.!

ouwh. yes. i still dream of my triple A's by the way. but it's alright, you can tell me fat hopes. nyahahaa.

reality, checked. =)

I still LOVE MY LIFE.! weehee.


life is pretty,
*MUNIrahhh. <3

Sunday, April 29, 2007

* weekend homebound love. *

bananas.!

a lottt of it.! plus milos. coffees. and what nots.

i shant elaborate. but yuni ought to feel guilty for tempting me with such weirdness the whole of friday. nyahahahaaa.!

anddd.! lala said she did stg stupid to my tagboard that would irritate me. thing is, i cannnnt see.!!! haiii*

i'm more irritated that my tagboard wont load on my comp uhhh. but ouwh well.! i'll kill her in sch either way. nyahahaa.

to my taggers, sorry for the longgg absence from replies. i forgot to mention that my tagboard's a twiny bit screwed. i'll tryyy to do stg abt it. when i have timeee. i.e, wait long-long uh. ahah.!

aights. i have sch tmr. and im still online at 12am. with some incomplete tutorials. tsk tsk.

mum/dad discussed how my weekends at home are always ouwh-so-filled with food and sleep. i only have one defense, Payback Time.! from utterly deprived weekdays.

nyahahahahaa.

it's trueeee.! skipping lunches and 4-5hrs of sleep daily. haiii*

my life is still pretty, nonetheless. weehee. NITEs people.!

ouwh. i cant wait for fb camp. fun, funnn.!


goodbye week six,
*munirahhh. <3

Friday, April 27, 2007

* friday comes, a week goes. *

ahh* breather at last.

super long entry coming. a lot on my mind. nyahahaa.

week 6 is ultra hectic. i feel lethargic everyday, when i've not done much muggings. disappointing*

bio spa on monday was yet another horror story of my life. 3.5hours of skill A spa-ing and im still struggling. urgh* my ultra inept synapses.

chem spa is sooo OVER.! yayys. Wednesday, darling 11D anticipated the likely spa qns. and we were soo right. so my writings were perfectly okay. except perhaps I screwed up calculations, againnn. ultra dumbness sahhh*

ouwh. Monday evening rained, so PE high jump session switched venue. we toured the whole school, in search of our dear PE teacher i/c – hall, foyer, canteen, toilets… only to find him, half an hour later, at the futsal court. unexpected. nyahahaa.

I still love 0611D, i think.

and i tinkkk i'm high-jumping for Taurus House; Sports Day. then again, doesn't matter. god knows how many events they're signing me up for. i'll just come and get us participation points ey.? nyahahaa.

I love Taurus House, championnn.! =))

Tuesday's morning run was, hehh. another 8rounds run uh. nothing significant.


COP related. my beloved cg's atmosphere was horrendous. Lala have agreed to be my amphoteric partner; we're neutral aights. im definitely not siding any cliques – cos i love 11D as a WHOLE, old and new members alike.

exaggerators, finger-pointers, blamers, discretion(ors) – ouwhhh grow up.! we missed an hour of bio tutorial for all these trivial-mindedness, herrr* but i really must applaud how professional my dearest CT handled the whole disparity. I hope her reverse psycho-ing works and end all these baloney.

I know my 11D-ians would read this, ducks are inevitably nosey creatures somehow. no, i WANT them to read this. ahah.! so, here’s a confession..

I'm NOT angry at yall for BACKING OUT on something i THOUGHT we mutually agreed to do as A CLASS. after all those Hoo-Haa's YOU'all created within the class, we're left to clear the disposals.? i have no qualms about doing it, i swear i'd do it with all of my heart, willingly. but the fact that yall backed out... tsk.

I'm just plain utmost downright frigging repulsively DISAPPOINTED.

uhhuh, that's all. I'm not angry lahhh, that's a wrong word. nyahahaa. I just may not think so highly of yall as I used to – everyone's the same eventually eyy. history repeats. heh.

Alright.! so back to Happy COP stuffs. im so proud of the GUYs in 11D. they're like onz 24/7. hah.! To those involved in our 'story-telling' session of 'The Ugly Duckling' preview today, wholesome thanks.! yall sure rock socks, we'll polish up and enjoyyy ourselves on Service Learning Day next Weds aights.! weehee.


Econs essay test on thurs, damn idiotic.! It's like, I already know the concepts, what to expect, what to write, etc. I just cant write it. or least not fast enough.

lala would tell me, 'kau tulis lembab sak, biler nak game.!' nyahahaa. yeah, that feminine lady sounds crude in malay yeah.? ahah.!

SO. this weekend. on top of having Organic CHEM and MATH tests on Monday to revise for. I'm gonna practice speed writing.! nyahahahahaa. especially for bio spa. urgh urgh urghhh.!

next stop. FLOORBALL trg.! ahhh, damn it. I abandoned MsVcapt handling the girls solo on Weds – cos I had compulsoryyy Parliamentary Session. as usual, there was nothing much of relevance to me. though some exclusive info revealed was ultra interesting. nyahahaa. good laughs.

today's session with coach, ahh* saying this is like tandem repeats. but yes, it was awesome on his part. though I felt URGH-ed most of the time. various factors, but nvm.

discussion with darling fballers about our upcoming camp was hilarious. my tummy ached and I was teary from the major laughters. ahh* relieving. I love my floorballers.

home-walk with dee, yuni, fadh was AHAH.! know the longgg stretch of pathway cutting the field leading to causeway point.?? we practiced what coach taught, with the general public. "left-fake, right-fake, quickfeet.!"... nyahahahahaa.

we're sooo idiotic seyyy. nyahahaa. but no worries.! we have yet to be damn idiotic, so be rest assured that innova's reputation aint tarnished by us. ahahh.

and I soo need to change this dear blade of mine. it is ultimately disfigured. hoho.

anddd. improved my morning run timing today. hahh. why.? cos I was really in a state of unrest. got a msg from dearest Abg Khidir while I was halfway done with my rounds. [yes, I run with my beloved hp cos I need the stopwatch fxn. hahh.]

I feel bad, okayyy.? the state of unrest persisted throughout the day, apparently. that soo dint help please. but ouwh well, what would you know. it’s my fault, yes.

spent lunch hours spilling stuffs with Lala darling, vice versa. I realise how deprived I was back then, for never being a rebellious kid. hahhh.! apparently, its inate in me to be sooo law-abiding.

how not to.? i have parents expert at making me guilt-ridden.

time and again, i'm ouwh-so-urged to retaliate. be defiant, and whatnots. thank god for my developing pre-frontal lobe. in this case, I choose to belief I'm the smart one. ahah.!

For the trifling days where that belief inexorably slip by, ouwhhh. grant me a break, pleaseee.
it's not everyday that I sin.
rudimentarily, none can testify to having a clean record, not even ___. i too have other stuffs to worry about.. and im drop dead tired now.

still, I.m sorry alright.

ahh* how schmaltzy. but, on a brighter languor-filled note. good night readers.! nyahahaaa.

ouwh, please don't charge me for today’s entry. im too tired to scrutinize and vet this whole thing again.

and about that guy who withdraw from innova today, I thought it's great he fully utilized his blog.! woohoo.! BUT dumb too, ey.? nyahahahahahaaa. aights.

muni.is.ultra.dead.beat.
i.feel.like.crap.
my.brain's.oxygen.deprived.again.


daily tinges of updowns,
*MUNIrahhh.
ahh* breather at last.

super long entry coming. a lot on my mind. nyahahaa.

week 6 is ultra hectic. i feel lethargic everyday, when i've not done much muggings. disappointing*

bio spa on monday was yet another horror story of my life. 3.5hours of skill A spa-ing and im still struggling. urgh* my ultra inept synapses.

chem spa is sooo OVER.! yayys. Wednesday, darling 11D anticipated the likely spa qns. and we were soo right. so my writings were perfectly okay. except perhaps I screwed up calculations, againnn. ultra dumbness sahhh*

ouwh. Monday evening rained, so PE high jump session switched venue. we toured the whole school, in search of our dear PE teacher i/c – hall, foyer, canteen, toilets… only to find him, half an hour later, at the futsal court. unexpected. nyahahaa.

I still love 0611D, i think.

and i tinkkk i'm high-jumping for Taurus House; Sports Day. then again, doesn't matter. god knows how many events they're signing me up for. i'll just come and get us participation points ey.? nyahahaa.

I love Taurus House, championnn.! =))

Tuesday's morning run was, hehh. another 8rounds run uh. nothing significant.


COP related. my beloved cg's atmosphere was horrendous. Lala have agreed to be my amphoteric partner; we're neutral aights. im definitely not siding any cliques – cos i love 11D as a WHOLE, old and new members alike.

exaggerators, finger-pointers, blamers, discretion(ors) – ouwhhh grow up.! we missed an hour of bio tutorial for all these trivial-mindedness, herrr* but i really must applaud how professional my dearest CT handled the whole disparity. I hope her reverse psycho-ing works and end all these baloney.

I know my 11D-ians would read this, ducks are inevitably nosey creatures somehow. no, i WANT them to read this. ahah.! so, here’s a confession..

I'm NOT angry at yall for BACKING OUT on something i THOUGHT we mutually agreed to do as A CLASS. after all those Hoo-Haa's YOU'all created within the class, we're left to clear the disposals.? i have no qualms about doing it, i swear i'd do it with all of my heart, willingly. but the fact that yall backed out... tsk.

I'm just plain utmost downright frigging repulsively DISAPPOINTED.

uhhuh, that's all. I'm not angry lahhh, that's a wrong word. nyahahaa. I just may not think so highly of yall as I used to – everyone's the same eventually eyy. history repeats. heh.

Alright.! so back to Happy COP stuffs. im so proud of the GUYs in 11D. they're like onz 24/7. hah.! To those involved in our 'story-telling' session of 'The Ugly Duckling' preview today, wholesome thanks.! yall sure rock socks, we'll polish up and enjoyyy ourselves on Service Learning Day next Weds aights.! weehee.


Econs essay test on thurs, damn idiotic.! It's like, I already know the concepts, what to expect, what to write, etc. I just cant write it. or least not fast enough.

lala would tell me, 'kau tulis lembab sak, biler nak game.!' nyahahaa. yeah, that feminine lady sounds crude in malay yeah.? ahah.!

SO. this weekend. on top of having Organic CHEM and MATH tests on Monday to revise for. I'm gonna practice speed writing.! nyahahahahaa. especially for bio spa. urgh urgh urghhh.!

next stop. FLOORBALL trg.! ahhh, damn it. I abandoned MsVcapt handling the girls solo on Weds – cos I had compulsoryyy Parliamentary Session. as usual, there was nothing much of relevance to me. though some exclusive info revealed was ultra interesting. nyahahaa. good laughs.

today's session with coach, ahh* saying this is like tandem repeats. but yes, it was awesome on his part. though I felt URGH-ed most of the time. various factors, but nvm.

discussion with darling fballers about our upcoming camp was hilarious. my tummy ached and I was teary from the major laughters. ahh* relieving. I love my floorballers.

home-walk with dee, yuni, fadh was AHAH.! know the longgg stretch of pathway cutting the field leading to causeway point.?? we practiced what coach taught, with the general public. "left-fake, right-fake, quickfeet.!"... nyahahahahaa.

we're sooo idiotic seyyy. nyahahaa. but no worries.! we have yet to be damn idiotic, so be rest assured that innova's reputation aint tarnished by us. ahahh.

and I soo need to change this dear blade of mine. it is ultimately disfigured. hoho.

anddd. improved my morning run timing today. hahh. why.? cos I was really in a state of unrest. got a msg from dearest Abg Khidir while I was halfway done with my rounds. [yes, I run with my beloved hp cos I need the stopwatch fxn. hahh.]

I feel bad, okayyy.? the state of unrest persisted throughout the day, apparently. that soo dint help please. but ouwh well, what would you know. it’s my fault, yes.

spent lunch hours spilling stuffs with Lala darling, vice versa. I realise how deprived I was back then, for never being a rebellious kid. hahhh.! apparently, its inate in me to be sooo law-abiding.

how not to.? i have parents expert at making me guilt-ridden.

time and again, i'm ouwh-so-urged to retaliate. be defiant, and whatnots. thank god for my developing pre-frontal lobe. in this case, I choose to belief I'm the smart one. ahah.!

For the trifling days where that belief inexorably slip by, ouwhhh. grant me a break, pleaseee.
it's not everyday that I sin.
rudimentarily, none can testify to having a clean record, not even ___. i too have other stuffs to worry about.. and im drop dead tired now.

still, I.m sorry alright.

ahh* how schmaltzy. but, on a brighter languor-filled note. good night readers.! nyahahaaa.

ouwh, please don't charge me for today’s entry. im too tired to scrutinize and vet this whole thing again.

and about that guy who withdraw from innova today, I thought it's great he fully utilized his blog.! woohoo.! BUT dumb too, ey.? nyahahahahahaaa. aights.

muni.is.ultra.dead.beat.
i.feel.like.crap.
my.brain's.oxygen.deprived.again.


daily tinges of updowns,
*MUNIrahhh.

Friday, April 20, 2007

* love of my life, still.! *

come, guess who.! ahah.!

ahh* im so freaking filled with languor. but i just need to say this, again.

I LOVE FLOORBALL.!!! weets.! =))

the new J1s are gorgeous.! my J2s are of course, ever gorgeous.! nyahahaa.

im so very proud being captain, for once. cos im so sensing vibes of optimism for adivs. after all those motivational talks from dearest _____, i'd kill yall for slacking and sucking. Ahah.!

and im still so very convinced my gerls are gorgeous lahhh.

orientation for J1s today was super gorgeous too. organisers kept worrying, anticipating failure. ahh* especially that vcapt of ours. the WHOLE thing was gorgeous lahhh.! i bet they ALL had gorgeous wet FUN.! nyahahaa.

the booby game in particular. they caught me totally unexpected.! ahh* pretty surprise i must say, im glad i was wet.! ahah.! perhaps parts and parcels of captaincy. everyone's ouwh-so-tempted lahhh.
ps: wed's PT, TEN rounds anyone.? nyahahaa.! =p

actually eh. i tink all the games were fun lah. ahah. impromptu acts turned out gorgeous funs. gerls were ultra sporting, that's whyyy.! ahh* i love love my floorballers.!

floorballers shall run around barefooted and wet again. star/moon gaze at night again. pizza dinner on the track again. attempt to create art with hp cameras again.!

ahh* saddd. no cameras/pictures for memories. least we tried eyy.? ahah.!

lastly. credits to my gorgeous organisers, and helpers.!
AYUNI, SHAFINAZ, NATRIA, FADHILAH.! weeee.!

a pretty step to team bonding. hee. sure hope the J1s feel welcomed, after bullying them so much. ahah.!

next up, floorball camppp.! erps, my turn to plan eh.? herrrr* yuniiiiiii.!!!

ouwh.! you noe. omg* i feel dumb today lah. got paranoid over quite a list of stuffs. LIST okay.! i let them get so many successful attempts of tricking me, wthhh. slenger nyer muniii. haiii*

but nvm.! i had fun. a lot of it. nyahahaa. thanks gerls.! =))

this whole entry is soo floorball-ish. tsk tsk. okay, shut up muni. go sleep.!

wait. have to mention. I LOVE MY FAMILY more.! nyahahaa.

and i love school.? AHAH. i do okayyy. mscapts a blooming mugger. weets.!

A'divs. A'levels. alright, im all fired up.! woohoo.


euphorically in love,
*MUNIrahhh.! <3

Friday, April 06, 2007

* reality check *

her apparent dejection.

signed our A'Levels verification slip today. so that's it, i've registered.! no more second thoughts.

things used to be definite back then. at this present moment, a mere examination registration process gets me wooly. preceding that, lala told me something elucidating. that's a rare occasion, mind you. ahah.

"at eighteen, our developing pre-frontal lobes render us to make decisions we’ll regret later. so. just grab whatever opportunity that comes by.!"
[with some english edited. hee.]

as such, from an optimistic viewpoint;
I GET TO SIT FOR A’LEVELS.! =)
Yayys.? nyahahaa.


received our 'personalised invitation' for PTM II after Biology Revision Test. Thank God my parents arent 'compulsorily invited' for once. that shall spare them the agony and trouble.

but do not jump into the conclusion that i did well for Block Test.

UUEUU.

pretty aint it.? MY FISH uhh.! i'm frigging worried, okay. please remind me again, when am i supposedly taking my A's.? veryyy soon. URGH.

this shall be my foremost wake-up call.

history shall not repeat;
i shall not wait till end of prelims;
nobody shall say im a vacuum
[like MrEx-SS in AISS]. AHAH.!

i shall not have to despair over results anymore;
cos i shall HAVE to do well.!
and i WILL do well. weets. =))

n erps. I still do not know why I was feeling utterly despondent upon seeing the invitation earlier today. reckon it’s the effect of a wake-up call. was an undeniably brutal smack of a reality check.


been having longgg conversations with dearest dad/mum latterly. regarding the disquieting state of my academics. hehh. comforting, as usual. depressing too, i must say.

i do know it's not about them. yes, im doing this for myself. but i can't help feeling sorry when i keep failing.! that’s a natural phenomenon ey.? ahahh.

plus. i've decided eons ago that i shall not find solace in the fact that almost everyone else in the cohort is failing just as much. well, though it's a fact that they are. HAH.

told dad what my darling STs frequently said in class; a nuance that i've grown congruent to.
perhaps we're really not cut out for JC.? withdrawal form is only a GeneralOffice away.
perhaps we're just the buffer for those other smart JC pple.? we'll just have to work extraaaa harddd.

dad translated that to me saying i'm intellectually incapable. and his words resonate still.
"do not tell me that you think you're stupid, cos I shall take that as a direct insult to me as a parent."

I shall now therefore proclaim publicly;
I'M NOT STUPID.!!
nyahahahahaa.


but i'm extremely lethargic right now. so I shall fall in, AFTER reading up a tinywiny bit of my economics text. ouwh, it's already 3am btw. hoho.

thank god tmr's a sch holiday.! a day break frm schoolwork for pure revisions.! damn* im feeling so nerdified right now.! nyahahaa. ouwh, but that can't happen, im the frigging fb captain.! herrr*

ouwh. sofi sent a veryyy motivating email to the whole class. much thanks.! my momentum is here to stay.! hee. =))

i love lala and fadh for stabilizing my major swings today.
and i love my family for alwayyys being there at the end of the day.

"whenever you feel _______; know that we’re just a 'go-home' away..."
-beloved parents of a veryyy happy child.

now you know why I fancy going home. it's the bestest hang out place I could ever find. there's never a paucity of company, and love is ceaselessly in plethora.! hee.

A LOT appear dismal now, but
I love, love, love my life still. =))

happy holidays people.!


depressed, elated,
and much loved,
*munirahhhh.! <3


ps: priority switches. forgive me please, for detachments are inevitable. i'm embracing it already. AHAH.

pps: no grudges, no discontentment. i swear.! move along now.~ nyahahaa.*

Friday, March 30, 2007

* reminiscence. *

dear blog, [ahah.]

i used to think AI would always be my unrivaled gorgeous second home [a.k.a. sch] i've resided in. today I realise, apparently not.

BUT. I still find the sense of familiarity while wandering the premises comforting. hee.

headed back to my former sec sch after FB trg today, with my Aye darling.! reunited with my Mar darling and Ami not-darling moments later. to put it simply, i had funnn all the way till we separated at 9.30pm. nyahahaa.

i’ve missed their company, a lot. =)

saw familiar faces – teachers, juniors, counterparts, darlings. I was kept hyper from our recollection of all those nostalgic juvenile days. ahh* those really were the days.! happy people, weren’t we.? hee.

yeahhh.! met my 2 beloved juniors.! im happy, wee.! Myra is like, darn gorgeous now.! and Hafiz is like, darn gorgeous too.! nyahahaa. i still cant settle with the thoughts of them taking O’s this year already.

they were like just SEC TWO yesterdayyy.! how time flies.~

ouwh. come to think of it. what on earth was i doing in sec4, expanding my social circle among juniors.?! no wonder i got a frigging fifteen, when I shud have been mugging then.! nyahahaa.

i’ll be nerdified and anti-social in J2.! no juniors, except fbmates.! ahah.! =))

an hour dinner at KFC with Aye, Mar, Ami. delightfully blissful.! hee. im beginning to welcome that faggot in the clique; he tolerates our incessant boycotting plausibly, n he makes my maria happyyy without changing the pretty lady that i know.

ps: u’ve earned pink turtle’s blessings.! hee. =))

had fb trg today too.! but im exhausted to continue blogging. ahah.! in summary, the week has been, less hectic [after block test what.!] but just as exhausting. physical languor, mental retardation.! nyahahaa.

results, ahh* dun ask. I shall scrutinize them wen I get back the whole set of results ey. but ouwh, by far, it aint pretty. and I bet its not getting any prettier. second thoughts.? hoho.

A's registration next week.! nyahahaa.

i wanna sleep now, okay. good night readers.! erps, such an anti-climax ending.! nyahahaa.

what about telling you we have a flasher roaming in woodlands.? yeahhh.! and he’s nearby ij. *mwahahaa*


all smiles,
*munirahhh.! <3

ps: yes, im still a happy, happy child.! hee. =))

Saturday, March 24, 2007

* life, meant to be pretty. *

heyyylo.!

okay, be prepared. long entry ahead. nyahahaa.

thursday was twenty second love.! hee.

fortuitously came early for bio paper, and found myself a complete loner. decided to kill time at this isolated area behind our hall; only to find Dee already there.! nyahahaa. sweet fate. it's comforting to know that we still have it in us, analogous minds.

discovered we're suppose to attend morning assembly moments before it commenced. in an attempt to save ourselves from the indignity of being star karats, we sought refuge in the toilet. nyahahaa.! there goes our exam mind frame.!

bio paper was disheartening, i shant talk about it.
so much for 'knowing my stuffs.' urgh.

block test conclusion was pretty. ahah. lunched and twirled Causewaypoint with Dee while waiting for Lala [she had history after bio, ahah.!]. yada yadaa, headed yishunnn.! hee.

had a fantabulous time with dearest Nabila at Northpoint.! she's sucha darling uhh. my lalaluv elevated me from exam deprivation.! it's been awhile since i got so hyped/euphoric with a darling. i love that lady a lot cannn. nyahahaa.

Northpoint may be pathetic, but it's still my favourite shopping centre okayy. so much fond ai memories. i sorta miss our higher malay lunches. i miss tjjt and scamzs. but i wont ask for those days now. heherrr.

met up with beloved family. evening desserts, vcds rental, and home walks; with mum, dad, sister, brothers. i love all these people lah. hee.

and it’s the 22nd day of the month. prettyyy.! =))

lessons resume as per normal on Friday. hoho. paced Lala for 2.4run, timing was pretty for her, so im happy.! nyahahaa. proceeded with napfa practices, where my name was highlighted periodically. erps.

two ways to look at it; mending damaged ties, or rubbing it in. let’s be civilized and presume it’s a call for cease fire; but hey, im still strongly against a merge.! nyahahaa.

cca fair was brief. seniors came down.! hee. the reception for floorball girl's team was alright, so im not too worried. to floorballers who helped out, im thankful okay. and well done girls.! ahah.

training was gorgeous, as expected. COACH's third training session, and im already getting vibes of optimism for a'divs. his coaching techniques are frigging good, im happyyy.

yuni/me had a pretty long talk with Coach and MsVyna after trg. coach is niceee. we both felt comfortable enquiring fb/captaincy stuffs from him, two thumbs up.! and MsVyna is super sweet, as always. im touched by how MUCH she cares about us. hee.

I feel the need to highlight this. i can type an endless list of reasons, but I shall not. bottom line,
im sooo very enormously thankful that AYUNI's my vice captain. =))

and ouwh.! special thanks to her parents for the lift.! tsk, i felt so chatty. ahah.

overall. Friday was pretty. except when my legs ache all over TODAY. nyahahaa. look what two weeks of abstinence from my love can do. ilovefloorball. hee.

SATURDAY.! morning wake on weekend, woahhh* but it was worthwhile. mrt-ed to VIVO CITY [yes, i still hate that place. ahah.] with beloved family for MR BEAN.! nyahahaa. the movie was relatively hilarious, though the storyline was hoho. and we got plenty of free popcorns/drinks.! complimentary to Nparks Family Day.! hee.

yada yadaa, arcade splurging, lunched at habourfront. and bus ride home.! ahh* a blissful trip I must say. had a longgg talk with dearest dad throughout the journey. and alright, im beginning to fancy bus rides. hee.

overall. pretty-pretty family day.! hearts*

vcds marathon back home. so that's 4 movies in 24hours. darnnn* i really know how to digress from studies. so much for maintaining the momentum. nyahahaa.

so here i am, updating while waiting for a phone call before I can diveee on my bed. im soo lethargic.! yesty's muscle wrenches still lingers, not to mention today's trip to Vivo. and exhausted brain cells - considering how nene and lala made me sleep at 2am yestynite from gossiping.! nyahahaa.

nonetheless. my days have been, well, pretty.
enjoying every bit of it. im still a very happy, happy child.

i love my life.! hee. =))


all smiles,
*munirahhh.! <3


ps: pervaded hints, wrong move lah gerl.

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

* what block test.? *

tmr's my last paper.!

yays. =))

chem was alright. considering the fact that i dint have time to revisit the skipped qns for stupid reasons, i mayyy not do as well. BUT. there was a gush of happiness when the paper ended.

it's like, wee.! i noe my organic chem.! and chemical energetics.! herrr, what's ionic equilibria uhh.? nyahahaa.

efforts paid off with a sense of satisfaction.

lets hope this sense equates pretty grades. hee.

and for once, im not at all stressed out about BIOLOGY, tmr.! i tinkkk i noe my stuffs. =))

ouwh wait. shit, what's evolution theory.? darn mr darwin.! im forgoing you.! mwahahaa.

re-retests are gorgeous. helps alot.! i was amused while re-attempting all the surprise quizes we had this term. idiot-proof, as Mrs Bio love putting it. ahh* those terminologies used to be so sooo alien.!

if u're not a biology student,
i'll awe you some day with our enormous vocab. it's pretty, i tell you. hee.
the weird names biologist come up with.~

i love biology cannn.
let's hope this love equates pretty grades too.! woots.

and i love my parents, again.
this love shall equate my motivation to study.! all the wayyy.

the destination to this route i've taken still look ouwh-so-vague.
but i know i want my triple A's, as absurd as it may sound.
aim high eyy. so u wont fall so hard. hoho.

they showed my life's worth living,
i'll weave my dreams and live it. =)

it has already begun.
triple A's for A'levels; third place for A'divs.
priorities set. now work, play, and pray.!

i love my life.! hee.
syukur alhamdulillah. <3


all smiles,
*Munirahhh.! =))

Monday, March 19, 2007

* family loveee.! *

ahh. i ought to be mugging, still. but i have this plethora of urge to blog.

i cant contain this feeling. im utterly, remotely touched.
.
.
.

I LOVE MUM AND DAD.!!!
truly, deeply, enormously, unrelentlessly, eternally.!

[my vocab's depreciating. nyahahaa.]

every tiny gestures/remark they do/make. is comforting/reassuring in every way. i love my parents, and i can never be thankful enough for having them. i love love loveee mum and dad.!

hee. =))

alright. that's all. nyahahaa. ouwh, three papers down, two major ones left. I NEED TO ACE; for i've screwed up today, again.

im depressed that they're so nice and sweet. i don't want to disappoint them, but im not putting in enough effort. I NEED TO MUG smart, now. nyahahaa.

im a happy, happy child.! =))


so very loved,
*Munirahhh.! <3

Thursday, March 15, 2007

guilty of digression.! nyahahaa.

heyy.! ahh* i've missed this blog. ahahh.

BLOCK TEST is in 3 frigging days. and judging from my 'study plan', im blatantly lagging alright.!

point to note, i MADE a study plan.! ahah.! obviously, my incompetent self cant keep up with the rigorous schedules I've obliviously crafted; but im trying hard.!

abg dir had to ask where's my timeslot for sleeep - yes i forgot. danggg.! highlight, 'obliviously crafted'.! ahahh.

it's the effort that counts ey.? blearghhhh. i wannnt results too please. but ouwh well. essentially, I can tell Mr___ I did NOT plan to fail.!

'failing to plan, is planning to fail...'

his words resonates incessantly, and im not exaggerating.! nyahahaa. yays, im motivated.

and ouwh.! reason for this entry.? im aloneee.! at homeee. twice in a week already, utter deprivation please. so much for being the marchhh holidays. i reckon by the time i graduate, the word 'holiday' would probably have diffused out of my dictionary. ahah.

but eyy. im not complaining.! i chose to deprive myself, for the 'greater good'. so yes, i've made considerably progression, mugging wise. nyahahaa. and yes, im sure I've mentioned this relentlessly, but I sooo love homeee.! hee.

next time when I grouse about those noisy little creatures distracting my mugging sessions, I shall remember 15 March - this silence is deafening.

i love windows mediaplayer; my faithful companion in times of solitude. nyahahaa.

alright. my digression period is ending. shall have to succumb myself to these droning notes again. i noe mugging is such a monotonous process, but for some reason, im beginning to find it a pleasure. gosh* muni's a mugger.! nyahahaa.

everything's a pleasure when you think positive.! hee.

ouwh wait.! have I mentioned.? IJC's pioneer batch was, inspiring. so now. im triple-As motivated.! ouwhhh, kill me.! nyahahaa.

Mrs GP said, "god help those who help themselves..."

cliche, I noe. but heyy. such minute things inspire me. like how concern my parents are when I forgo lunch for organic chemistry. ahah.! I so love them please. hee. =))

okay.! im gone. ouwh. this spells another hiatus, you ought to see this pattern, its recurring. and if you cant, its alright.! I have issues with AP/GP series myself. and im gonna settle it NOW. ahh* math ouwh mathhh.

meanwhile. go enjoy what's left of ur holiday. TC dear readers.! hee. =))


all smiles,
*Munirahhh.! <3

Monday, February 19, 2007

* hiatus, hiatusss. *

ouwhhh my.

pardon the unscheduled hiatus. credits to various factors too monotonous for revelation. nyahahaa.

in any case.! life has been. hectic. the rudimentary aspects of being a JC student still prevails. so that should pretty much sum everything up ey.?

I still love my life though. hee. =)

I foresee more hectic days ahead. so yeahhh. anticipate further hiatus ey. in fact, don't bother visiting anytime soon. you can consider this blog terminated, except that it's still up for myyy viewing pleasure. nyahahaa.

you see, it's just comforting for me to know that I have my own page online. I find solace in visiting http://www.muni_gerl.blogspot.com/ whenever I log in. and I still love the sight of this courtyard. ahah.!

happy holidays, readers. =)


all smiles,
*munirahhh.! <3

* cross-country.! *

apparently, it wasn’t that ominous. probably cos i was mentally prepared this time.? nyahahaa.!

I kept reasoning tat it's my last cross-country.! heartrending please.! but yes. im euphoric that i made the most out of it, every moment treasured.! hee.

ran competitive, for stupid reasons. like my house master being too charming for me to decline the offer.? or "my darling dee is running, so join her lahhh" philosophy.? yeahhh. nyahahaa.

was demoralized by cliques with 'run for what.!' ideology, and pressured with the prefixed thought of having to perform as a captain, and the knowledge of how grotesque the muddy track floorings were.

but I still ran my cramped butts off.! ahah. came in a number after my favourite, and 10 J1s ran faster than me. so dejecting please.! nyahahaa.! ouwh, still. im proud that my darling made it top 14 J2s and 22nd ladies.! or that we came in 2nd for team event.! anddd that we’re Champion House for cross-country.! ahah.!

reunite with dee darling after the run, and cheered with my darling J1 fballers with MILO cups.! dey're lovely. ahah.! after the tedious attempt of cleaning our filthy shoes from the sludge, decided to head awayyy from the crowd.

caught up with dee's newly beloved company, and was somehow coaxed into following them rummage through the forest of Macritchie. ahah.! reminds me of our Reforestation Project in aiss pls. was lovely.! its hilarious to see the timid side of a 'macho' guy when exposed to the beauty of insect-filled-mother-nature. seriously, AMUSING. nyahahaa.

the hour trekking was blissful. unfortunately. it should be the lasssst time I'll engage in such activity. unless I repeat year 2 and get another shot at cross-country.? most unlikely, I hope. so yada yadaa. end of cross-country. herrr.*

cleaned up, again. and headed to novena square for lunch. after much deliberation, concluded with KFC for reasons im still not certain of. ahah. lunch was, ultra filling. and me, being the ultra-slow eater, made everyone else wait. idiotic Numindar had to finish up my cheese fries, and idiotic amin had to ask if I had digestive problems for eating so slow. nyahahaa.

ouwh, the answer is NO okay. hah.!

trained back to yishun. was in the same cabin as my CT.! ahh* traumatizing. nyahahaa. along the way, they decided to bowl at yishun Safra. and again, I was coaxed into joining them, since dee was so hyped about the idea. I was surprise that the lethargic feeling of post-cross-country still hadnt pervaded. so okayyy. 812-ed to Safra.! wee.

at Safra, well. all the what-nots related to bowling happened. I shall spare you the details. in simple terms, it was funnn.! nyahahaa. ouwh yes.! vivid memories to cherish.! TWO particular person fell at the bowling alley.! as in, reali fell.! nyahahaa.! it was extremely hilarious, and im so tempted to name the people involved. but I shall spare them too. nyahahaa.

I should have taken pics of them uhh.! hahh.

went home straight after an hour worth of ball throwing, pins hitting, longkang enterings, hard laughings, etc. ouwh.! credits to the guys for paying everything. exploitation.? well, what are friends for ey.! nyahahaa.!

so yeahhh. the day ended well. my last year of cross-country turned out to be a very eventful one, and im proud of the runnn. wee.

tmr's another day for innovians. nothing's gonna be different, duhhh* I bet we'll have lotsa make up classes for all the lessons we've missed today. exciting eyy.? HAH. I still enjoy school though. to all who made my today pretty, thank youuu. =)

rest well people.

all smiles,
*munirahhh.


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